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I cried myself to sleep last night. Cried because I'm starting to miss grandad. Cried because something happened last night before grandad's prayers. It hurts me to see such a thing happening in my family at the time where all of us need each other. It hurts so much that my chest is aching & I don't even have the mood to eat. Somebody save me please!
December 11th, 2009
coldNovember 26th, 2009
What would you do if one day, you found out that your girlfriend/boyfriend/spouse lusted over someone & actually satisfied himself with that person?
Yet again, I watched another episode of Growing Up. Can't seem to miss each episode. The messages they send to you are very meaningful & it somehow lingers in your mind & makes you think. Well, today's episode was about the eldest son in the family. Gary. He went through some obstacles in life & started to feel really down. He lost his shop & all. & through this period of time where he was trying to find a new job & all, he got closer to this lady,Tracy, whom he once met at a nightclub before he closed down his shop. To cut things short, as they got closer to one another, feelings started to develop. Though I beg to differ that it was purely lust over on Gary's side. I mean, he has a wife who's pretty, caring & gives him unconditional love. You can say that for a wife, she was the whole package. So moving on, this episode made me really think of how I myself would handle such a situation. I really want to be that strong woman who is able to go through any obstacles in life. :)
Moving on, I miss dearest. *sighs* We're only meeting once a week now or sometimes even once every two weeks. But still, the time spent with him will never ever go to waste. I miss lying down on his lap when he's driving 'coz he will put his arm around me & at the same time drive. Oh god! Can I get married like instantly??? Pretty pretty please. *shows the pathetic face* Hahaha!
Zee gave me this quote by Nicholas Sparks & I shall end this entry with it.
" a guy out there was meant to be the love of your life.
your best friend. your soulmate.
the one you can tell your dreams to.
he'll brush the hair out of your eyes.
send you flowers when you least expect it.
he'll stare at you in the movies, even though he paid $8 to see it.
he'll look at you in the eyes & tell you
'you are the most beautiful girl in the world.
& for the first time in your life, you'll believe it."
- Nicholas Sparks
I'm glad I found mine though he neither send me flowers nor look at me in the movies, he's still the one I can depend on when life is at it's worst. :)
The day his fever went up to 39degrees & I was taking care of him. Had nothing to do so just lay next to him & took this picture. Loving it!
*the rest are still unwritten*
Yet again, I watched another episode of Growing Up. Can't seem to miss each episode. The messages they send to you are very meaningful & it somehow lingers in your mind & makes you think. Well, today's episode was about the eldest son in the family. Gary. He went through some obstacles in life & started to feel really down. He lost his shop & all. & through this period of time where he was trying to find a new job & all, he got closer to this lady,Tracy, whom he once met at a nightclub before he closed down his shop. To cut things short, as they got closer to one another, feelings started to develop. Though I beg to differ that it was purely lust over on Gary's side. I mean, he has a wife who's pretty, caring & gives him unconditional love. You can say that for a wife, she was the whole package. So moving on, this episode made me really think of how I myself would handle such a situation. I really want to be that strong woman who is able to go through any obstacles in life. :)
Moving on, I miss dearest. *sighs* We're only meeting once a week now or sometimes even once every two weeks. But still, the time spent with him will never ever go to waste. I miss lying down on his lap when he's driving 'coz he will put his arm around me & at the same time drive. Oh god! Can I get married like instantly??? Pretty pretty please. *shows the pathetic face* Hahaha!
Zee gave me this quote by Nicholas Sparks & I shall end this entry with it.
" a guy out there was meant to be the love of your life.
your best friend. your soulmate.
the one you can tell your dreams to.
he'll brush the hair out of your eyes.
send you flowers when you least expect it.
he'll stare at you in the movies, even though he paid $8 to see it.
he'll look at you in the eyes & tell you
'you are the most beautiful girl in the world.
& for the first time in your life, you'll believe it."
- Nicholas Sparks
I'm glad I found mine though he neither send me flowers nor look at me in the movies, he's still the one I can depend on when life is at it's worst. :)
The day his fever went up to 39degrees & I was taking care of him. Had nothing to do so just lay next to him & took this picture. Loving it!
*the rest are still unwritten*
gratefulOctober 28th, 2009
Ok. So, I'm down with flu, cough & fever. Been feeling really weak this few days. All I do is just sleep.
That was a random start I know. Hahahaha.
I watched an episode of "Growing Up" just now. You know the one that's been on replay at 3pm on ch5 on weekdays. I think you should be getting it by now. So, I watched it, & the episode's about the youngest one in the family not being given enough since she was young. Well, it got me thinking on how many people think of it that way everytime things don't go as they want. & Most find it easiest to blame it on their parents for their failure. Can you imagine how unfair it is like to our parents? Especially since they've sacrificed so much since the birth of us. I'll never put the blame on them. That's for sure.
That aside, Liverpool won against Manchester United last weekend. :)) Dearest & me can't be more than happier though he didn't get to watch due to work. Like we're ubber happy. I miss spending time with dearest like before. Closed ones should know why we've not been spending much time together. I know, I know. Sacrifices now, happiness later. Oh wells, hopefully everything goes as planned. :))
Somehow this quote by Albert Einstein tickles my funny bones. It sounds too cute. Einstein, I didn't know you were such a good joker. Come on, what other sides of you are you keeping from us? Tell us quick!
I sound psychotic I know. Blame it on the flu. :P
"Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love"
Whoever found it funny say "aye!". If not, you seriously have to go check on your funny bone. Sense-less humour? Or humour-less sense? Go figure!
I miss dearest! Period! That totally explains why my post today is a mess & out of point. Hug me someone! Let me feel some love! ;p
Dearest, you rock my socks!
& I LOVE YOU!!!
*the rest are still unwritten*
That was a random start I know. Hahahaha.
I watched an episode of "Growing Up" just now. You know the one that's been on replay at 3pm on ch5 on weekdays. I think you should be getting it by now. So, I watched it, & the episode's about the youngest one in the family not being given enough since she was young. Well, it got me thinking on how many people think of it that way everytime things don't go as they want. & Most find it easiest to blame it on their parents for their failure. Can you imagine how unfair it is like to our parents? Especially since they've sacrificed so much since the birth of us. I'll never put the blame on them. That's for sure.
That aside, Liverpool won against Manchester United last weekend. :)) Dearest & me can't be more than happier though he didn't get to watch due to work. Like we're ubber happy. I miss spending time with dearest like before. Closed ones should know why we've not been spending much time together. I know, I know. Sacrifices now, happiness later. Oh wells, hopefully everything goes as planned. :))
Somehow this quote by Albert Einstein tickles my funny bones. It sounds too cute. Einstein, I didn't know you were such a good joker. Come on, what other sides of you are you keeping from us? Tell us quick!
I sound psychotic I know. Blame it on the flu. :P
"Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love"
Whoever found it funny say "aye!". If not, you seriously have to go check on your funny bone. Sense-less humour? Or humour-less sense? Go figure!
I miss dearest! Period! That totally explains why my post today is a mess & out of point. Hug me someone! Let me feel some love! ;p
Dearest, you rock my socks!
& I LOVE YOU!!!
*the rest are still unwritten*
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